SOME DAYS I DONT WANT TO BE MOMMY!
Some days I just don’t want to be a mom…HONESTLY! I want to quit cause its too hard, too demanding, too emotionally and physically draining, too much repeating myself, too much giving. Just too much. I want to get back in bed, pull the covers over my head and pretend I don’t hear them screaming “MOMMY!” But you cant exactly say to a one year old go and change your own diaper and leave me alone cause I am tired. What am I to do when everyone is asking me where is dinner and I want to say, “I am hungry too, why don’t you all figure it out and let me know when you have the answer.” Then there is the training part. I have moments of thinking, “God how can I teach my children how to be organized when I cant even remember where I put my cell phone.”
Its in these moments of desperation and feelings of inadequacy that I have to be reminded of the TRUTH. God is not asking me to be mommy of the year. He is not asking me to do this on my own. He is asking me to surrender it all to Him. He is lovingly inviting me to trade my weaknesses for His strength. When I do this, He alone will get the glory from the mighty harvest that comes from me being a godly mother. Ok. Pass me my mommy hat and by the way we are having chicken for dinner tonight.
“…My grace is all you need. My power works best in weakness.”
2 Corinthians 12:9 NLT